The Life I Fought For · the album · track 8

Until I Wanted It

It begins the day you quit waiting for someone else to do it.

Everybody wanted me clean before I did. Doctors, courts, people who loved me, strangers in waiting rooms telling me what I needed to hear. I nodded and said the right words and stayed exactly the same. Nothing moved until I got tired of my own games. That doesn't mean I did it alone — my family gave me every reason to come home. But reasons are only where it starts.

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